Your thoughts.....

Lost in your thoughts,
I wished to pen down.
Little did I know that,
My feelings too,
liked to play with me.

A moment came,
and I wished to love you again,
it passed away,
and I realized you left me alone.
The next moment gave me,
tears in my eyes,
not knowing what to do,
unknowingly, I cursed you.
I wished, you should,
never be happy without me.

Have always wished to see you smile,
Have always wished you should be mine,
But her presence in your life,
has made me helpless.

You played with my feelings,
My feelings did the same with me.
I am nothing but a helpless soul,
who is finding a way out,
to go away,
before I get lost in your thoughts…..

The Last Meeting....

The last time you met me,
I promised you,
I begged before you,
but, you didn't care.

My tears were in vain,
my hurts are still in pain.
The days, months, the years,
spend by your side
are still so fresh in my mind,
everything is still the same.

I go in slumber,
holding you by my side.
I begin my day,
hoping that you are fine.
I wish you could have given a chance,
it was never too late.
I wish if you could know,
that I am still waiting for you
at the place,
where I promised,
I begged before you,
and you didn't care.

I am still there,
the last time you met me where....